"Wins as a fail"

I guess it’s the lack of “life talks”.

There’s no exchange of, these are my thoughts, between two people. But it’s not like one can force that, it just happens, between friends. Usually close friends. That’s probably that biggest difference between my friends here and my friends back home. I know people here, but do I really know anyone here? And have I shot down opportunities to know people? Probably. And on the other end, does anyone really know me? Probably not, but of course that’s my own doing. I mean how often do people really want someone to just come up and start talking about themselves? And how often do I want to really tell people about me? I really do want to know someone here though…but…eh. Again, you can’t force this stuff. It just takes time, and it just happens at some point or another. This mutual opening. This joint construction of a castle by taking bricks from one’s own wall.

I should be doing homework…..